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At the Light

by Judge Russell

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1.
Red Jacket 02:06
we own the night hopping down the river with a skip in our step and wine on our breath there's stars in the sky the winter makes me shiver but here it's alright and I've got on my red jacket, red lipstick I'm going out tonight we're lost in the night bathed in all the alley's kebab shop lights your hand in mine you whisk me away another bar another party somewhere else to arrive with glittering eyes so let the woman upstairs pour down another bucket of water and ice 'cause I feel alive I'm used to the sight of shoulders cold as kelvin but you, you're alright and I keep on my red jacket, red lipstick I'm going out tonight
2.
oh, how're you gonna travel around the world? don't you know how big it is? don't you know how sad it is? don't you know how lonely it is? oh, Antonio left the sweet shores of home like everybody else who's ever needed dough for now, the hostel's home London pizza's no Rome, not close to New York this world makes folks come and go so he takes a hit of hash and he leans against the wall is there a sickness in the streets of this sick city after all? and it's come down to that but we're silent all he's got is slipping- oh, the night still goes I catch some rest well-knowing that pretty soon the bed I'd be in is my own with him I don't know what to say 'cause he can't say the same he misses sleeping on the beaches miles away so I take a hit of hash and I lean against the wall is there a sickness in the streets of this sick city after all? and it's come down to that but we're speechless all we've got is slipping from us heaven's on earth and earth is hell there are flowers and fruits for you to sell you can be homeless in paradise or a genius in a cell that's how I know heaven's on earth and earth is hell
3.
Promise 02:48
summer breeze stumbling towards nothing I am in no place to make a deal with god tonight so if you know the guy tell him I've not much to say but I can't lie I'll tell you how the sun supplies the night oh, you and I are honest when the time comes to decide we're so tired we feel reluctant saying this is the time of our lives kids today, we're so serious and why? if you make your bed this morning you'll have somewhere for the night but there's nothing that you can't lose to someone who knows the price those first hawks, they swooped down but now we fall from the sky oh, you and I are honest when the time comes to decide is it wrong to feel reluctant during the time of our lives? I'll be one to break a promise when that promise wasn't mine but it grows larger in our headspace all the time
4.
I Got You 03:22
do you feel we're more than just dreamers? not just losers? something more than comfortable? I've seen the summer sweat when you cry I sure that ours is a long life but I've got this feeling someone's watching our lives I wish that yours were the only eyes I know I've got to fight for what I want, but I've got what I want, I've got you poison is rushing through the rivers of the land that I love, but I've got what I want, I got you when it's gone hell yeah, it's gone why stay? I know I've got to fight for what I want, but I've got what I want, I've got you poison is rushing through the rivers of the land that I love, but I've got what I want, I got you
5.
fated to the times we're in working at the gas station I've seen just how they try to rope you in but it's not the 50s, it's not so so saccharine, yeah I feel we're made for more than this now, aren't we? living lonely in every town and suburb, farm and city someone's fading from the times we're in breaking bread and talking friend to friend like people did or they will do someday is it a lull, is it a roar, or where we turn the page? I feel we're made for more than this now, aren't we? living lonely in every town and suburb, farm and city someone's trying we're growing older as the clock keeps ticking hoping, wishing I feel we're made for more than this now, baby, I'm just saying
6.
oh the songs we'll have saved when the day rolls around catch the lights on your face in the back of the crowd oh the nights that we lost when the loneliness won oh the things that are gone, oh the things we'd have done all the souls that succumbed never saw past the dark died by policy changes or killed by the cops to those who didn't make it, this is your song to those who are dedicated, you won't be forgot oh the pain that we'll bring when the day rolls around under hugging and kissing and hitting the town when the guilt that we're bearing just isn't our fault wherein love and forgiveness mean nothing at all it's the government's business to laugh while we fall to those no longer living, this is your song so dance with me, but you can't forget all that time that we spent alone and when you dance with me you just can't forget all those lives that we'll never know now
7.
Future 2 03:15
I don't think there's anything better than the springtime I get excited when I see that green and this time of year I'm by your side there's always something new in you for me so I drove you home and you put on the radio and someone else was on there singing our song he changed the words, for a minute it got on my nerves but really what is the point of being so bitter for, if it's better than before? the drink isn't courage, I know that now your far away stare let me know somehow and I've seen the future a hundred times and I know that the sequel is gonna be better, yeah so I drove you home and you put on the radio and someone else was on there singing our song he changed the words, for a minute it got on my nerves but really what is the point of being so bitter for, if it's better than before? so I drove you home and you put on the radio and someone else was on there singing our song and when he changed the words, just like that he broke the curse cause you can't fit life in a song
8.
At the Light 02:04
cold roads through the woods I coughed it up, still don't feel good it's hard when you're young the world's so small, you just give up I've seen it you go repeat it to find out yourself driving back to the house the snow falls hard, the lights go out I sleep reluctantly and you show up in my dreams I know it we're all born hopeless you find that yourself
9.
The Dam 06:22
I know most folks feel that way when they're teenage, but you were you were invincible your heart was overfull taught me what the word was like if you liked yourself as you were confident and vulnerable I wanted a river full so when we drove over the dam I wanted it to break to build a new life as ourselves on the other side of the lake you said I'm that forever friend that we could always hang like we did back then but I wanna show you it's different 'cause now I'm strong like you've always been I texted "can I come over to the place you work?" and I did tears fell in the coffee cup off the clock, you cleaned them up I told the story all meek and stuff and you shared from what you had lived first time and the condom broke a tragicomic tale I know teenage souls haunt every town there is we marched over graves without looking you opened up my world showed me the seedy, the beautiful, gay cherubim that we were so when we drove over the dam I wanted it to break to build a new life as ourselves on the other side of the lake you said I'm that forever friend that we could always hang like we did back then but I wanna show you it's different 'cause now I'm strong like you've always been
10.
Dreams 03:29
oh aren't dreams just such silly things? 'cause when I wake up they go? and I'd give up almost any dream just to see you live and grow and I know that you'd do the same, so why's it so hard waking up if all that we say is true? there's so much in our lives changing up so why's every day tinged blue? oh, your head is so inhabited by the ones who've done you wrong and when we wake it's all in your face where your wandering mind has gone but dreams aren't much to build a life on why's it so hard waking up if all that we say is true? there's so much in our lives changing up so why's every day tinged blue?

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At the Light was written and recorded over the course of 2020 and 2021 at home. Enclosed are 10 pop songs about love, the past, the future, sickness, and partying.

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released December 31, 2021

all songs written by Judge Russell
all songs recorded and mixed by Judge Russell with the exception of "At the Light" which was recorded by Dawson Goodrich
the record was mastered by Dawson Goodrich

Ariya Sonethavy sings on "More Than This", "At the Light", and "The Dam"
Alex MacLean plays bass on "The Dam"
Devon Covert sings on "Dance With Me"
James Buck plays drums on "Heaven's on Earth (and Earth is Hell)"


the cover photo was taken by Judge Russell on a bus somewhere between Valencia and Barcelona Spain, and edited by Judge Russell many months later

much love much love new new music won't take 2 years next time

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