Unsure About It Now

from Big Mood is for Lovers by BIG MOOD

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I'm thinking of the boy I long to kiss
and I'm dreaming of his hands around my hips
like a moth fluttering around at night,
I can't help but be stunned by your light

your face suddenly put in new contexts
your movements soft and strong like Whitman's best
but are you really the object of my affection?
or just the one my heart chose to project on?

I'd say come over, I'd say come on
but I really don't know what I want

(because, like)
what if we're in bed listening to some soul sing about
his lover like his heart's caught in his mouth
but when I speak to you no love or blood pours out?

so I'm so unsure about it now
have I ever been sure anyhow?

but honestly,
I'd love to get back into that mindset
fawning over the stupidest shit
daydreaming instead of making moves

so I think about the boy I long to kiss
and I'm dreaming of his hands around my hips
but I can't help feeling like it's for myself
like love's the kind of art that really sells

well, I'm so unsure about it now
have I ever been sure anyhow

what if you're unsure about it now?
what if we never mention out loud
how I might feel?

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from Big Mood is for Lovers, released June 8, 2019

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